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AuthorTopic:  Sedated

Total Posts: 8
Member Since: 2018
Location: Hayward
posted Sunday, February 25, 2018 4:21:33 AM    Click Here to See the Profile for thedoobiebandit
Spent the day sedated in bed; went from weed and alchohol to takin them meds
If I could get 'em on the regular, I'd probly be dead --
But I don't have a plug, so I just take what I can...
When I think, I think I hate what I am.
I feel ashamed, I put my face in my hand.
I try to quit and feel achin again.
And the smile fake, I hate to pretend--but I do every day;
even when the sky is blue it be gray; bein happy, I don't what it take
In my heart I'm hopin you doin great -- Even though in my brain feel hate
And when I say I love you that's feelin fake; at least as of the late --
I wonder what you say, If you saw me today --I feel like judgement would be coming my way
but honestly, really, nothing has changed; so I probly wouldn't have nothin to say
Getting harder to remember your face. I got pictures but I locked 'em away
And I be drinkin to forget anyway -- 'Cause when dipped you left a big empty space
And if I think of you, I think I'ma break. I'm never good enough and so I embrace
the fact that I was never shit and that's the reason that I spit
I'm a basic fuckin bitch, known for burnin every bridge
I been learnin every day sisyphus is not a myth
Workin hard to try to fix; everything that's wrong with me
But as deep as I been diggin feel like no one fuckin sees
and the seasons count to 4 but you subtracted fuckin three;
'cause, ever since you left me winter's all I fuckin see --
winter's all I fuckin see... Winter's all I fuckin see.

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tech noir

Total Posts: 30
Member Since: 2017
Location: I am down for kay kay
posted Sunday, February 25, 2018 8:34:50 PM    Click Here to See the Profile for tech noir
i peeped the page quick.
i heard it was sedated,
and i slept ages.

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Maymon Fresh

Total Posts: 1032
Member Since: 2008
Location: Can you be perfect
posted Wednesday, March 07, 2018 10:31:13 PM    Click Here to See the Profile for Maymon Fresh   Click Here to Email Maymon Fresh
Like this

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