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AuthorTopic:  Sedated

Total Posts: 14
Member Since: 2018
Location: Hayward
posted Sunday, February 25, 2018 4:21:33 AM    Click Here to See the Profile for thedoobiebandit
Spent the day sedated in bed; went from weed and alchohol to takin them meds
If I could get 'em on the regular, I'd probly be dead --
But I don't have a plug, so I just take what I can...
When I think, I think I hate what I am.
I feel ashamed, I put my face in my hand.
I try to quit and feel achin again.
And the smile fake, I hate to pretend--but I do every day;
even when the sky is blue it be gray; bein happy, I don't what it take
In my heart I'm hopin you doin great -- Even though in my brain feel hate
And when I say I love you that's feelin fake; at least as of the late --
I wonder what you say, If you saw me today --I feel like judgement would be coming my way
but honestly, really, nothing has changed; so I probly wouldn't have nothin to say
Getting harder to remember your face. I got pictures but I locked 'em away
And I be drinkin to forget anyway -- 'Cause when dipped you left a big empty space
And if I think of you, I think I'ma break. I'm never good enough and so I embrace
the fact that I was never shit and that's the reason that I spit
I'm a basic fuckin bitch, known for burnin every bridge
I been learnin every day sisyphus is not a myth
Workin hard to try to fix; everything that's wrong with me
But as deep as I been diggin feel like no one fuckin sees
and the seasons count to 4 but you subtracted fuckin three;
'cause, ever since you left me winter's all I fuckin see --
winter's all I fuckin see... Winter's all I fuckin see.

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tech noir

Total Posts: 51
Member Since: 2017
Location: pasta-farian
posted Sunday, February 25, 2018 8:34:50 PM    Click Here to See the Profile for tech noir
i peeped the page quick.
i heard it was sedated,
and i slept ages.

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Maymon Fresh

Total Posts: 1045
Member Since: 2008
Location: Can you be perfect
posted Wednesday, March 07, 2018 10:31:13 PM    Click Here to See the Profile for Maymon Fresh   Click Here to Email Maymon Fresh
Like this

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Dyme Secta

Total Posts: 498
Member Since: 2017
Location: spacetime
posted Monday, April 02, 2018 1:41:36 AM    Click Here to See the Profile for Dyme Secta
Good way to positively get this off your mind thedoobiebandit.
Keep fighting the good fight. Nice verse expressing how you felt
in that moment. Thanks for sharing.

- dymesecta

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